During tis short period of rest at home other than just eating and sleeping, i've been try to take a step back and think bout things tat are and will b happening in the near future, b it my future or others.
I've been worrying bout things, too late and too much. My studies? Job? Which comes 1st? Whether i should b continuing wat i should study or change into a different field? Things like tat are all caused by the root of evil; money. Without money i couldn't b reckless, wat if i felt tat i've lost interest in the course that i'm studying halfway? What if my family couldn't affort just tat little more extra for my sis if she genuinely wanted to get a degree?
The real deal bout tis issue is that, in life we are at crossroads, at times when we don't hav any help we will just hav to walk on our own until we find the right path, our right path. Mayb we might lost our ways most of the time but we should always try. Our parents are there to help support us mentally and financially to make sure we r ready to set off to the path we hav choosen, but they can't b there all the time and they themselves still hav a path of their own, however it's more or less fixed. So in other words, rich ppl get to their goal faster than poorer ppl cos the poorer ppl still hav to strife hard to get themselves ready to move to the next lvl.
While waiting for my mind to fix on the path that i wan, i'm still wonder which is more impt? Dream job versus Money job. Getting ready and set myself towards my dream job tat might never ever b materialised or just go do something tat i never really wanted to or expect to do? Think that will b the qn tat everyone always or mayb once had in mind, after that they will just giv up and go with the more practical choice. So what will happen to me in the near future? Let's just find out, soon, mayb in the next 2 or 3 yrs?
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Life is like that.
It's ironic isnt it?
It's like when u're young, you'll have great ambition like lawyer or doctor. Then when you grow up, things start to change, whether you like it or not.
I think my case is pretty much similar to yours. My suggestion is that you can try taking on a temporary job similar to the dream job you want to take on or something along that line. If you like it, then u can carry on that field. If not you still have time to change to other fields since sch prolly starts in say jul/aug. My advice is that you should play with your options and try to stay open to ideas.
PS: I'm not always drama. I make sense sometimes. LOL
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