E-30 (Explicit 30)?

As people gets older, there will be more responsibilities for them to carry, like a burden tat will never go away until the day they die (and the burden passes on to their family members and so on). It's always freaking scary to faced new 'burdens' as u come across them but humans were built in such a way that we adapt to things quickly and tat's how we had evolved. The only problem is how we adapt to it.

I've never really think about these things until i've completed my NS and it really knocked me hard on the head. It's always walk-a-step-at-a-time-and-see-wat's-next for me. Didn't really see the importance of money since i don't fork them out of my own pocket paying utilities bill, bills of any other stuffs, studies, groceries, etc (but soon will b experiencing not one, not two but all of them!). Never thought about investments or marriage in the near future as well cos it jus seems so farfeteched. Mayb it's the fastest wat to earn money the smart way but i guess i'm still not mature enough for these kind of stuff (cos i'm too lazy to care bout these kind of stuff, a bad point tat i hav to admit, T_T).

Talking about marriage, a friend of my grandma asked me if i'm getting married. I was quite surprised by that question cos i don't even hav a girlfriend yet and of course, it's not practical to get married now. And she even asked if she will be invited when i get married, i didn't answer cos i didn't how, dotz. Weird for her to hav asked in the 1st place.

For me, i will not hav a wedding banquet at some hotel or restaurant and invite millions of ppl when tat day of my life comes. Cos everytime i attend wedding dinners, i feel tat it's stupid and not really worth the money doin tat. The groom and the bride look like clowns performing on stage for their friends and family and of cos, ppl they donno. There will b wastage of food and also the small amount of ang bao $$ to barely cover the cost for the dinner. Everything i've posted are jus personal comments, sorry for any rudeness or such.

What i think is, love is between 2 people and marriage is between 2 family, not a million people (i.e friends of auntie/uncle tat u don't even know). I would rather save up the money for honeymoon or on something meaningful (mayb education fee for the kids? house? bills?).

So a question back to u all, will u b having a grand wedding-of-another-century wedding banquet, simple buffet with close friends and family or skip everything other than jus the engagement and going to ROM part? And of cos 敬茶是少不了的！ :P

p.s no nudity is posted even though it's 'explicit' (i know it's lame, but i'm not limping, LOL)

Happy Chinese New Year 2009 - Part 3

Another new year's day had gone and i'm still waiting for those freakin replies tat's taking forever to come back to me.

Went to Jin Hao's house today to visit him shun bian see if he had gotten better (not for the sake of ang bao, really!). While trying to get to his house, Long xiao ji told me tat yet another guy in plt 1 injured himself and fractured his wrist cos he crashed his bike with a taxi while going out of camp (another guy got his chance to spend his new year in hospital...). Yet another case of the scary freak accident. Oh ya, i and freaking forgot to bring my camera! Argh!!!!!!!!

So we visited Jin Hao and gambled in his house for awhile. Lady luck wasn't on my side today, i lost quite abit and i think it's the amount i won yesterday. Saded. After awhile his parents came back from work and his mom cooked us lots and lots of food (and gav us ang bao) and luckily we got kristen belly and zombie to help us finish everything.

Went back home and had another round of food to settle, almost made my stomach exploded. Guess tat i've only gotten tis much for this year, kinda little but hopefully can last me for some time...

Happy Chinese New Year 2009 - Part 2

It's the end of the 2 days of public holiday (even though Chinese New Year lasts for 15 days) and lifes of everyone goes back to normal. School starts for the kids and work starts for the adults. Life for me is STILL THE SAME! KIAO KA-ing!

[Taken at my grandma's house
(Left to right -> My Cousin, Me, My Sis)]















[My pair of evil cousins]

[On the way to my dad's friend's house (He drove us there, i drove us back T_T)]

[While being bored and being drove there]

We still do wat we always do every yr, having good food at grandma's house, steamboat at grandpa's house, small gambling (i won abit though, haha) and visiting my dad's old friend whom he knew since his navy days. HOWEVER, ang bao $$ does no remain the amount i used to get in the past. It's not increase, but the opposite. BUT, the good thing is i haven't really open the ang bao i get last year, so when i add everything up together should b quite a promising amount, haha. A self-consolation or delusion tat i got $N+$N for tis year's ang bao money, yay!

Instead of spending everything, i'll need to save them all up, other than buying necessary item(s), those pending in my wish list for quite a few centuries, those grew fungus and cobwebs. So, my target for tis year is to save up $N and i will make sure i can reach my target no matter wat. It's a good chance to catch up with my sis since she spent too much on shopping, muahahaha!

P.S. Max, i'm not complaining, jus to announce to the whole world my ang bao $$ is little! Lastly, stop ogling at my sis or my cousin (And tat's for everyone)!

Happy Chinese New Year 2009

Legend has it tat if children stay up late and don't sleep on the eve of chinese new year, the longer their parents can live, the longer you don't sleep the better. Then i guess my mom and dad will b living to their 100s since i'm still awake at these hour (2.35am) while waiting for my hair to dry, while still typing my blog, while using the computer, etc.


Wat can guys do at late nite other than movie-ing or ktv-ing. Tis year we got a change since it's like we watch movie every other yr, so we went partyworld instead. Was quite surprised to see kang yong still working there though but seems like all the old staffs had left. Kang yong was kind enough to extend 1/2hr extra for FREE for us since they closes at 2a.m but we were all almost out of voice by almost 3.5hrs of continuous shouting/screaming/highing/singing, so we left quite on time (not 2am of cos).

Seems to me like every yr chinese new yr is losing it's festive mood (other than the fact tat u can go and experience some of it by going to chinatown and squeeze around with ppl). Hopefully in another 10 or 20 yrs time things can still at least retain the current state cos i hav a feeling tat mayb by then nobody will even celebrate a day like tis. Cos i used to anticipate chinese new year every yr in my younger yrs (i'm still young lah, younger as in kid years), but now i'm sort of not excited by this festival, which is a sad thing lah. HOWEVER, i still loved the fact tat i can meet up with my brothers every yr even though we are b-z with our stuffs, stressed over with other matters, we still meet up no matter wat on tis time of the yr. Still loved the fact tat i can get ang bao even though my parents can jus giv me money like tat, it's jus the fun of it lah and tat is something tat i will definitely b always and forever b excited about until the day i get married, tat is.

Oh ya, and I NEED A NEW HARD DISK! ARGH!

Happy eve of chinese new yrs eve

Lunar new yr's coming and i wish everyone i know happy new yr (esp those married, ya know wat to do rite?)

My new yr wish for tis yr is to get a 50mm 1.8 lens (will b achieving soon), a sb800 flash and of cos, LOTSA MOOLA! Most importantly is to get a good job during the worst of the worst kind of economic down form period.

Ya, and MAX I KNOW U R AND WILL B READING TIS, U HAVEN'T GIV ME UR BLOG LINK YET!!!

My resolution for chinese new yr is not to eat too much ba gua, i mus trash MC bay again! He squeezed so much lemon on my legs today, feeling so sore...

Jin Hao and his freak accident

Visited Jin hao at NUH again today, he seems quite alright now other than the fact tat he can't really move much on his bed. By the time i reached NUH he was already in the operation theatre so i waited in their TV room while watching mamma mia on my ipod, again, for the 101 time. At 1st i tot he will b sleeping when he is out, but the anesthetic seems to wear out real fast on him.

Didn't really stay for long since i hav to rush home for dinner during the peak hours. And is really glad tat there are actually so many ppl visiting him, showering him with tender loving care since he's been complaining how boring it is to stay in the hospital with nothing to do and no entertainment since his psp got kope by his sis. The real sad thing is he injured himself at the wrong time cos he might b spending his chinese new year in the hospital, which total sucks. Mayb they will whip up some yu sen for him or something so he can hav some festive mood in the hospital or something.

Another wonderful day

Started the day by making myself a really wonderful, healthy, sumptuous and hearty breakfast. As u can see, i've actually made alittle too much (mayb 2 person's share?), due the the fact tat i didn't judge the amount of spaghetti properly but i still managed to finish everything. Wat i've attempted to make is bolognese (tat's without chicken cos i forgot to buy, so i subsituted it with fish fingers) and a cup of teh cino, warm and top with chocolate, mmmmm...














And because of the overloads with carbs and being full of energy, i've found myself ways to release them. By cleaning the house (yet again) and went for a swim after tat. It's jus a day too good to miss for swimming. The sun was good and the wind was low, everything perfect for today except for the people there in the swimming pool. There's 3 china dudewho keep blocking and obstructing my lane while i'm swim, so i jus hav to keep siam-ing them. There's also a bunch of kids (mayb primary 5/6?) splashing their way into the pool while i'm resting and making loads of noise jus right beside me but luckily asked to return to the medium pool by the lifeguard after around a torturous 2 mins, lucky shit.

Life is jus wonderful and i'm being super optimistic now (i guess too much water entered my brain jus now).

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Jus few days ago i watched the oprah show on cable tv. It's jus kinda coincidental and not tat i switched to the channel on purpose. During the period of the show, there's tis guy giving out a life lecture (literally a lecture) and he is someone with terminal cancer.

Brief intro bout tis guy, he has a happy family with 3 kids. He had pancreatic cancer at the final stage, in short he is going to die within 3 to 6 months time. However he is not depressed to the extend he gav up on his life.

Yeap, so he giving out lecture bout fulfilling ur childhood dreams. There's something tat he mentioned which is quite meaningful and it goes something like tis, 'life is 100% and out of it 10% is black and 10% is white, the other 80% is grey. People can say tat their life is more of blacks than white in their 80% and vice versa'. So in a sense, it's jus how we view things in life. Which reminds me of the recent comment ppl tok bout on the newspaper; the recent tv drama 团圆饭 being see as '才员饭' （裁员饭）, this is jus another case of powerful imagination or total lost of hope due to the economical crisis, dotz.

There's also something tat i see everytime i go out which is jus quite saddening. People in sg r jus getting less and less 'warm' and helpful. In general, everyone is becoming more and more selfish, caring bout their own welfare not others. It's jus everywhere, and it's a pretty bad sight. And i've jus experienced tat twice in a roll while going out with my mom and sis. Sianz! Come on ppl, get a life! Start treating others better!

B-0-R-E-D

I'm starting to feel the effect of boredom starts feeling up my entire body. I've got nothing much to do other than making myself feel b-z by doing SOME-THING if not i will jus die of boredom, literally.

Findin a job is e-z but actually getting one is harder tat i've initially tot. I'm jus starting to feel more and more tired of waiting for results, jus wanting to settle for something stable, fast.

I've never felt so discouraged b4 (from job interviews, from family, friends mayb?). It's like who loves to b discouraged? It's jus a normal process we will need to face once we enter the 'real world'. I wanted my life to be exciting, colourful and working a passionate job rather than being a 8-to-5-go-home-after-work-regular-guy. Like wat some ppl said, 'don't regret doing things tat u do, regret on things tat u didn't do', so i would wanna try out things tat i once felt passionate about. As irresponsible as it might sound but, i don't wanna regret later in my life, whinning bout y i never do tis and tat. I wanna tell my children, my grand-children bout how i lived my exciting life during my younger days, wanting them to adore and even say 'hey, i wanna b like u!'. As farfetched as it might sound, it's still something i would like to achieve.

Exciting life, here i come!

The loner blader

Had another ecp day out today and as usual the response is FOREVER poor. Only jo tay, ivan babe, jafar and jermyn turned up. Nevertheless we still continue our trip to ecp except tat we nearly got lost when we alight the the wrong bus stop? Not sure if it's the wrong one though but we still somehow managed to get ourselves to our destination.

Out of all the people today i'm the only one who knows how to rollerblade so i'm the only one doing tat, others jus happily rented a bike and cycle. I almost died-ed while trying to catch up with their pace and i can say IT'S NOT E-Z! Somehow my pair of blades today seems alittle weird, i guess it's almost time to replace the wheels (ball bearings as well?). Before we make our way for some ecp delights, the trip to the extreme end of ecp is jus torturous and we even reach changi beach, power huh? The worst part of all was tat they need to return their bike after 1hr of rental so by the time we took to reach changi beach was like 50mins and they jus rushed back, trying to reach the rental shop within 10mins, and so i followed... (imagine how fast i had to make my way back? T_T)

And finally the moment of feast...


i never knew tat sugarcane juice tasted SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD, after a super tiring exercise.

So to summarize, another tiring yet fulfilling (to our stomaches) day out, got to torture the poor jermyn for awhile and ya, compact cameras are good but i still love my slr best (even though it is big, bluky, troublesome to bring, lalala).

Hardworking & Working hard

Talk about working hard, i scrubbed, sweeped, mopped, wiped, washed, dusted (not in order) the house from 1 to 6, it's just hardwork.

It's a boring day at home since i've nothing to do and i can do nothing. Starhub having upgrades on their system, tat means i can't use internet nor watch cable tv from 9am to 6pm. Woodlands swimming pool is closed for today due to some events. So to completed wat i've planned for today, i 'spring clean' the house for once since new year is coming soon as well. Seeing the dirt gets lifted off and house becoming 'sparkling' clean is really satisfying.

Girls, if u r looking for a house husband, look for me, i'm cute and good at house keeping, choose me!

So healthy, let's jus start it today!

It's another jobless day since December the 15th last year. Nothing to do, no job, bo money but definitely lots of time to spare. I've became the errand man of the house few weeks ago and still feeding on my parents allowance. The feeling is really unbearable but starting to get used to it, after all i've been financially independent for 2 years.

Went swimming with Jing Xiang and Joseph Tay in the afternoon at Yishun safra, before tat went to get the new e-z link cards which had been added new functions (the new gen cashcard, etc) and the queue was jus freaking long. Luckily i wasn't as late as Jing Xiang (who is forever late). By the time i meet up with them, Joseph was complaining to me how Jing Xiang made him waited for an hour b4 he actually met up with him since they had a mini gym session b4 tat. So we swam for 2hrs b4 the sports enthusiatic duo suggested tat we should go rockclimbing since it's jus beside the swimming pool. We did want to go there after we fill our stomaches but found out tat it's closed for maintanance on monday, saded. So we went to the arcade to play bishi bashi and my red button is freaking spoilt, argh! However i'm still the longest survivor, muahahah! After tat had a little para para session and bomberman fun b4 leaving the place for home.

Guess tat it's a very good time for exercise during tis period of time since i'm so free now as IPPT is jus approaching slowly and i definitely wouldn't wan to go back for RT after work (in the near future i hope). I'm leading such a healthy lifestyle now, so healthy, so green!

Still waiting...

Bought a shirt and a pair of stripy berms for my new year at bugis with jafar, who's the one providing free fashion consultation, and ming gang the forever enthusiatic fashion assistant. The crowd there is jus totally scary, it's like once u stop u r stuck, once u stuck u can't move.

Before tat, jafar took us to fortune center for some organic food, didn't eat much though since i wasn't feeling hungry at tat moment. I ordered bubur hitam which was totally 'healthy', bcos THERE'S NO SUGAR! Alittle disappointed but guess tat tat is wat healthy food meant. After tat while we r walking to bugis street, we saw tis guy with a very, i would rather say bold fasion sense. He's wearing a horizontal black and white thick striped coat (more towards the cosplay kind) with a chain dangling and attached to his coat. When jafar told me it's about the fashion not style, i jus replied tat it's about the balls. And i guess tat if he jus lie in the middle of the road, ppl might mistaken him as a zebra crossing.

Met up with my cousin after everything and went to grandma's hse. And he still complaints about having to work 2molo. Dotz.

It's jus totally sian to hav to wait for so long and being jobless. It's even harder to live with no money! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUS EMPLOY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, or mayb i shd go and sell butt soon, since i'm jus FREAKING CUTE, lol

Waiting

Went for another job interview today, the job offered to me is good in terms of money and location. Just hope i can get in. I'm still freaking pissed with the fact tat i wasted $25 on cab fare becos of the last minute called up interview yesterday. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!