Fly me to the moon

"U will only need to work OT like only once per month at most." I guess tat's wat "Once in a blue moon" means, supposedly?

It's only about 2months in redhill and i'm getting more and more sick of it. The 'pain' is worst than how i felt during my SSC period. When u enjoy wat u r doing, working will not b a job, likewise when u hate ur job it became a chore tat u hav to endure every single day. In case u might b wondering, how come i hate tis job so much esp when i choose to work as wat i'm supposed to work as, it's because other than doing mild PR and setting up of PCs, i'm generally doing wat a factory boy is doing. I can't learn anything much other than helping users setting up their machines; taking out cables, connecting them, etc. Mayb it's still too early to judge tis job yet? I don't even know wat i wan now...

Day by day, week by week i've been trying to deceive myself tat i still hold some interest in I.T related job but it jus doesn't work out. After the contract ends i will definitely NOT continuing no matter wat. Seriously can't wait for febrary next yr to come so i can ORD from tis job. And to those who thinks tat i had actually made a smart move by working 1st so tat i can gain some exp, think again. It doesn't matter anymore even if next time i can't b as successful as others, i jus wan a stable income and a job tat makes me happy, not a chore tat wears me down every single day.

Mayb it's the pile up of all the lack of sleep, mayb it's the job, who cares? I can't even think straight anymore, argh!