A lot of things are going thru my mind right now and i don't even know if i can put those things tat i'm thinking into words. I had went for the interview with Ming Hui's manager yesterday and some of the stuff he said were actually like a good tight slap on my face, something to wake me up from my fantasy, yet again. Not tat he had brainwashed me or anything but he really talk senses into me, i guess tat is how he speaks to his clients, 'slap' them back to reality.
So wat if i had become a insurance agent a.k.a financial planner? Friends will start avoiding me? Family and relatives despising me? Will i make big money jus like the manager himself? Wat happen if i've become successful? Will friends whom had avoided me try to take advantage of me? Will my family and relatives b so awed by me?
Things in the future are hard to say but i really hope i can hav the support from my love ones. Becos if u never do it, u will never know how is it like, how well u can do. You live ur life and u only live it once. Of cos, if my friends start to avoid me becos of my job and before i even say anything, i can't do anything bout it. And i will definitely not hard selling to my friends, strangers mayb. Of cos, i'm not shortlisted yet and i'm not confirmed to b selected, it's jus a scenario. haha
Problems like tis are unavoidable. I've tot about tis since i was younger. So wat is a definition of 'friend'? I'm sure everyone will hav their own way of defining it. To me, a 'friend' will b someone whom i can trust, hav fun, a good listening ear plus a good adviser in times of need, not having the need to hide my feelings or put up a fake facade and of cos someone whom i can love (friendship love doesn't hav to mean sexual or bgr kind of love). And to me, friendship is like a double-edge sword, once u know a person well, u will either accept his/her flaws and or try fading away from his/her life. It's pretty irony to say tis but i've done the latter which i had mentioned, i mean let's face the fact, who doesn't? However it's jus something tat i've hoped will never happened since i don't wish to b the one being treated like tat. In short, u can't hav the best of both worlds and nothing is perfect, seriously.
It's really sad to see in our society now tat ppl out in tis fast pace world are using their 'friend(s)' as business tools. Once rated as someone with value of achieving something they wan, they will b 'used' until the point where they are no longer 'useful', after tat discarded and the vicious cycle continues. Can't we hav back the innocence and naive days in the past where ppl who hav friends and those friends are those who really care about them and love them spiritually? Ugliness of such act really makes me feel like pulling my eyes out from the sockets. Ugh!
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