Monday, October 06, 2008

70 going on 0

After today, i'll b left with 70 days and finally, i can see the light (not tat i'm going to cross over though, haha). Something had been troubling me for these few days and i can't really sort things out properly inside my mind, feels as if my head is burning. Things tat had been coming back over and over again whenever i felt worn out. It's always there and will never go away. Bleah~

While playing Kingdom hearts II yesterday, there's tis phrase tat one of the character says which i find it very meaningful which goes something like tis, 'It doesn't really matter if we hav to b with each other all the time, wat matters the most is how often we think of each other when we are not together.' Miss my ninja buddies so much, miss my simple eat, sleep, exercise, dio tekan life in tekong, miss having no worries and living simple but definitely not kenny the black baaaaaaaaaa~

It's really amazing how ppl can change over a short period of time, whether intentionally or unintentionally, b it me or others. There's a thing i don't know how to say but it's like ppl tries very hard to get back the lives they use to hav in the past, like all the simplicity and the innocence we used to hav but the harder they try, they make things worst. Donno y i'm writing tis thing here, just feeling really drunk after a very filling dinner and a cup of plain water. I'm just hoping all the buzzing in my head will go away soon. Feeling so tired, as always...

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