Failure

I'm beginning to doubt myself even more after failing the crap module 5 test. It's jus a simple financial law 100 mcq test and i can't even get myself a simple green worded pass. I totally depress and disappointed with myself for not studying hard enough, i feel like i'm jus wasting everybody's time and my own money, everything ended up in naught.

I remember mom calling me tis morning to tell me 'good luck for the test', i was totally motivated by her simple gesture of encouragement and love. But somehow i felt tat i not only failed the test, i failed her as well. I can't pass my zoo's test, i can't even pass my basic theory test at the 1st 2 times, can't even pass my ippt, can't even pass tis m5 test and i don't even know wat good can i do anymore. The only thing i can do is to snatch a lollipop from a 3 yrs old's hand and i won't b proud of it even if i were to do tat.

When my friends asked me y do i even wanna consider being a insurance agent, it's not jus because of the fact tat being one can earn fast and quick bucks if u r willing to work hard for it, it's because i wan my parents to b able to enjoy life earlier and not slog so hard on their work. With extra money in hand i can sponsor them on holiday trips overseas to countries they wanted to go but never been to before. I jus wan to make tat simple wish come true, but can i even do tat? At tis point of time i don't even know wat i can do anymore. Anyways i'm only depressed not devastated so i won't think of committing suicide, no worries guy. haiz