Twice bitten, forever shy

Finally an entry after the last one in July. Sad to say, tis ain't really a happy entry as well. To summarise for my genting trip; it sucked, big time! And tis is the worst trip ever even though i tot my ORD trip was quite bad due to some drama when ben had his bitch fit for one of the nite but was pacified when some retail therapy was done and the fact tat i last for hp for the 1st time.

My most enjoyable moments only lasted for a total of 5hrs, at most; went to watch G.I Joe with dad and sis and the movie really kicked ass. It's best action movie tat i had watch so far for tis yr (transformers 2 wasn't really tat great, i only gav scores for megan fox, terminator 4 jus had some brainless explosion scenes with not much storyline.). Went shopping with my sis and had our peace time for tat few hrs and of cos the best part which was the sky venture (although i can't really 'fly' tat well back then).

The whole trip did not serve its purpose for me though when i had already planned to make tis trip an escape for me from work, from all the stress, all the responsibilities tat i hav to face in my own reality. All the babysittings and running away from my aunt's phone calls was really tiring me out mentally. The only innocent party was my cousin, whom had hoped to enjoy himself at the outdoor theme park with us but didn't get to do anything he wanted, instead being thrown around like a golf ball, doing things alone, basically a wasted trip for him as well. I had made myself clear even before the trip tat i don't intend to go to the theme park since it's really quite a waste of time as i tot this might be a very good time to spend it with my family, aka family holiday trip. Well, my aunt jus didn't get the idea and in order to make her know our obvious hints, we made our cousin suffer.

There are somethings tat i jus donno how to express out. I wanted people around me to be happy, and even though i can't giv everyone joy but i hope they can feel it. Thing is tat i jus hope tat ppl don't and won't take me for granted and start using me like it's something natural or i owed them.

Special thx to Lai Ping ('aaron' was jus a camp alias, ppl pls tke note!) for lending me his flash, even though i didn't use it much and i still need to know more bout my cam's function. So many functions, so little time. Next trip, a 16 days backpacking trip in aussie or new zealand!