Life goes on

This is post 199 and it's almost 4 years since my 1st entry. It's been 2 years after i've ORD-ed and 4 years since i last touched a textbook (just a metaphoric expression since i've touched them when i was doing my spring cleaning). Everything above was jus to measure how much time had passed for me.

Recently, i've checked out 2 unis for the course i wanted to take and it seemed like SIM offered a better deal for me since i only hav to study for 1 year and the sch fee for tat final yr is around $15k. Jus when i'm pretty much hyped up about going back to sch, mom asked me if i can postpone studying till next year. I guess the financial burden at home haven't really lighten after so long.

Tat actually troubled me alot as i need to reevaluate the whole situation; risking to fail final yr and waste $15k as i've returned most of my IT based knowledge back to my lecturers already or to waste another yr as a poly diploma grad in the society. I've told my mom tat i will go ahead and apply for SIM as i might not be able to get in. No matter wat the outcome might b like, i guess life goes on. Earth won't stop rotating even if i fall so I won't take tis as a failure but a learning experience, so for those out there whom i know, pls be supportive of me.

Heard the AM Jam team from 987 tis morning and they were asking wat do we hate and love about life. I guess i hate the fact tat the root of all evil really make the world goes round (not literally but u get the idea) and the thing i love is how humanity can giv love without expecting anything back, tat's the beauty of it. One of the listener texted in and complained tat how she hated to b treated like a 12 yrs old when she is already 22. I suppose this is y the youngsters nowadays cannot think for themselves since their parents are so over-protective of them, even when making minute decisions which are seemingly insignificant.

Enough of all the whinings, met up with sis and dad after work to hav dinner at Woodlands centre since mom did not cook for us as she was doing OT. Dad had Hor Fun whereas his son and daughter decided to hav Astons. Dad was saying he didn't wan to hav too much meat so tat's y he ordred tat. Sis ordered chargrilled salmon and i had 'lame' chop which i had been craving for ever since Colin gav me a small piece of his long time ago. However the 'lame' chop wasn't 'well done' today as they left the insides slightly bloody. The blood water was gushing out when i used force to dig the flesh out tat was attached to the bones. Good thing was i managed to finished it but tat left a very strong mutton smell in my mouth. The dinner was indeed a good one as i had mutton and my fave fish, salmon, since i traded with sis. Simply loved the saltiness!!! Oh! and i forgot to the mention tat the waitress there is cute! lol

Work tml and the day after, i'm starting to feel more and more lifeless. Feel like K-ing someday, anyone interested? haha